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December 2013

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Sleepless

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How is it, when you're just getting ready to log off the computer, after endless hours of useless surfing that followed a very long ordinary day, a small and almost missable message appears in the corner of your face book. "Hey whats up" it reads, from someone you haven't spoken to in 5, no, 7 years. It's late, you're tired and you have to work. So why is it that you suddenly decided to answer? what causes that slight hesitation before closing the browser that makes you decide, "Why not?" Is it curiousity? boredom? and before you even know it, you've responded.

Perhaps, and just perhaps, it is the unique little life experiences such as this, that truly make life interesting. speaking with someone who you haven't "heard" in years can bring bac both memories and feelings. Do I remember how I used to be back then? how I used to feel? Yes, the memories come back quickly and easily. I've changed so much, has he? can I trust him? Do I dare? my head says no, my heart wants to believe it will be ok. will it be? only time will tell.

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I miss you too! one more day!!!! :-)